Gameover.

So, today was the last day of cheer.
What now ?
Now my uniform lay in my drawer, just for the uniform.
Just for cheer.




I think I love you,
I think I miss you,
I'm falling for you.



I'm trying to repair my life.
It's just hard.
I'm still reminded every single day
about the event.
But i cant stop thinking ..
I remember back in the days,
when i didnt have a crush on anyone
I was so happy and carefree.
No random shyness around guys.
Nothing.
But now, I wish it could be the same.
Everything changed after.
And it killed me.
And now,
i'm left alone in my ruined room
repairing the missing holes in my heart.

Happy Valentines Day ..
I guess.