No ..

I cant take this anymore !
i hate my sisters
I HATE THEM
god cant you have some respect ?!
mom brought you into this life
she gave you food
she gae you money,
and she barely have any for her
you get mad when she doesnt have money, WTF get a job bitch !
I HATE YOU !
I MOSTLY HATE YOU BECAUSE YOU EXPECT ME TO GIVE YOU RESPECT AND SHIT
WHEN YOU DONT GIVE ANY BACK
I HATE THIS
I HATE YOU
WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS
SKIPPING CHURCH
DONT SHIT
SMOKING SHIT
I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE




I FEEL LOST .
i cant handle this life
i try
the suicidal thoughts are coming back
i



cant take it anymore.